Friday, January 29, 2010

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"I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY, EVEN IF THAT WON'T COUNT ME IN"- 030708




When I Die - credit to this blog

When I die, I want to be child in Heaven,
I want to be a 10-year-old cherub,
I want to be a Hero in Heaven
And a peacemaker
Just like my goal on Earth
I will ask God if I can help the people in Purgatory
I will help them think,
About their life, their spirits, and their future
I will help them Hear their heartsongs again,
So they can finally See the face of God, So soon
When I die, I want to be, Just like I want to be Here on Earth
Mattie Stepanek,Nov 1999


And so finally, the sign[and strength] has come. I'm ruling out all those bombastic scientific term, let's say it is just a hypersensitivity reaction now. I mean,allergy. Wish me lucks. Wish it with smile. I love you.

8 comments:

udienjai said...

gambar macam kenal. tp aku masih was-was apa yg kau sedang hadapi.. :P

lolalolipoplolita~ said...

hmmm..what else should i say?the time has finally come for u..n yes, alhamdulillah u've got ENOUGH strength to do this.it's not easy and it WILL NOT be easy my dear..sometimes i still remember how hard it was for u(and i know it's still hard for u),how much tears u've cried..hmm..sedih..and the moment u decide this,must be the hardest part for u..i know that feeling.i had been through it..but i don't give up.and so do u..jgn give up faridahanum.Allah Maha Mengetahui..HE knows what's the best for u..mgkin hikmahnya x dpt skrg..blm terlihat agaknya.insyaAllah one day..ko akan berdiri megah,bangga dan tersenyum without turning back..and even u try to look back,u won't regret and u can still smile,widely.the happiness will be yours..jgn pandang dgn mata kasar my dear..CARI dgn mata hati..ko akn jmp..=)

p/s:aku rase aku da melalut la plak..x ksah la..igtan bwt ko,aku dan sesiape shj yg brknaan..huhu (walopn act aku mmg khas tujukn ni utk ko sorg,hohoho)

lolalolipoplolita~ said...

ooppss lg 1..post no 169..bday aku tuh..huhu~amek berkat..amek berkat..haha

ms. mac said...

ure a strong and dedicated girl. u will be what u aspire to be. insyaAllah. i have faith in u! huhuhu

Anonymous said...

aku slalu ckp aku x pecaya wtk2 dlm novel alaf21 wujud atas dunia ni. tp since 030708 tu,ko buktikan kt aku at least ada sorang r manusia cmtuh.
yg dahulukan org lain lbh dr diri sndirik,yg terus tabah even dr kecik byk ujian,yg slalu bwat org konfius dgn aper yg dier cuba buktikan.
biler entri ni publish,aku yakin,ko dh buktikan,ko mmg "woman of her words" eventhough byk wtk ciptaan,byk cerita rekaan, dan ko mmg pelakon hebat!

mcm aku selalu kater,ur such an angel.

p;s-jgn lupa gtau aku report check-up tu.

i'msosupernotcool said...

we'll never see it but we believe in it..

norfaridahanum said...

superNotCool: u mean...angel? =p

wafaa: thank you babe. but still,i envy your courage and strength

sudein: owh owh..nnt la aq khabarkan ye =)kalau ada kemampuan ah.ini kisah lama.kisah yg menyebabkan ko x prnah dpt baca blog lama aq =p

norfaridahanum said...

lola:aishhh..jgn main amik berkat sesuka hati syg oi.hohohoho!TQ babe!asal ntah aq blur nk ulas ape lagik dr ulasan ko.let's just say,it took me this long to finally redha =)

cikANON:ko pun angel jugak ah siot!
xde apelah....tipu x tipu,reka x reka,nmpk mcm ini yg terbaik.memberi ruang dan peluang untuk keselesaaan semua org.mana tahu nnnt aq dpt juga ruang dan peluang.insyaAllah.Allah knows best kan?Hidup singkat dowh.
"HablumMinAllah,Hablumminannas"
[ha,gelak ah gelak!]