Monday, November 30, 2009

< 149a > Pre-VAC 2009

IF WE HAVE TO GIVE UP EITHER RELIGION OR EDUCATION,WE HAVE TO GIVE UP EDUCATION

I've just finished my Pharmacology practical examinations for this 3rd term. Still have 3 more practicals to go,putting them in order, Forensic Medicine,Microbiology and Pathology until this Thursday. To be frank,it's a great relief to get done with Pharmacology.It's like 50% of the whole burden had been released from my shoulder. Not that I'm saying the upcoming practicals will be easy,but Pharmacology is the toughest subject for me,so far. And let me dictate it here that,this is my personal opinion.You will be having your own and as much as I respect yours,do respect mine. Don't come to me and tell me what subject should I be worried of, which subject should I study more ladidadida. For God sake girl,get rid of those "perasan tahu" or "berlagak best" attitude or your obsessed dwellings on your own fears. Hurmpph.
Enough for an emotional intro.

Lighter note about the exam today. It's going okay. What to expect from an average student like me,right? But seriously,I can't forgive myself for acting dumb at some questions asked by that new lecturer.[oh,please add handsome as an adjective also] DANG!sumpah kacak owh~~~~~~ *drools* out of all Malaysians,why must it be my roll number to be assigned to him.HAHHAHA!jodoh owh jodoh.ok,mengarut.Viva with him was kinda fine. The practical..Everything in my head went out [terbang melayang] the moment I went into the laboratory.Ok,abaikan. TEEETT!

I want to talk about my upcoming holidays actually but since I've written those merepek-merapu-selagi-mahu stuff earlier,I only have 5 minutes left now. Need to take shower and rush  to the library.

I left you with photos from YahooImage. So,start guessing people!






Have a nice day guessing!!!I'm sure the second photos already give a big clue but hey,INI TEMPAT TRANSIT JE LAH. TEEETTTT!

And by the way,today's quote[written in orange] was from Sir William Jennings,if I'm not mistaken. Forensic Medicine sometimes bring me back to law field. 1st question for Viva tomorrow must be "What do you understand from the term Forensic Medicine?" and the answer will go like this
"Application of medical knowledge in the administration of law and justice". Answer this,you will pass,at least. Distinction or First Class are different things.HAHAHAHA!

 O,Law&Legal Procedures,I super love it. But,our life move forwards. Medicine is what I'm doing now. I'll make sure I finish it,even if it takes me thousand years.

< 134b > Heroes [season:summer] = Dzulhafiz

TEMPAT JATUH LAGIKAN DIKENANG,INIKAN PULA TEMPAT BERMAIN

Ini sepatutnya kesinambungan dari kisah Along aku itu hari.Lambat pula entry ni tersiar.Sikit lagi nak bersawang dalam draft tuh. Okay,bayangkan kalau BlackWidow or Tarantula yang buat sarang dalam draft tuh,pastuh merebak sampai laptop semua,rosak r kan.ces,apa motif karutan ini??haha! *hint untuk mama:rasa cam nak beli laptop baru r,Alpine nih Anum hantar balik boleh?* Toink,eyh,mama ok? =p


SEkolahRAjaTunAzlanShah 2009

Gambar ini diambil masa aku liburan Julai lalu.Masa tu,pergi lawat Ariz sebab dia dah rindu bangat sama kakak dia yang seorang ni.Kakak pun baik,siap bagi hadiah.Mahu bukti?Tuh,yang tersangkut kat bahu dia tuh!lalalalala~

Haish..lagi setahun kot nak dapat kumpul balik camnih. Oh,siapa2 yang kurang familiar,yang sebelah kanan tu,dah selalu sangat muka dia bersidai kat sinih tapi muka aku haram sekali pun tak pernah dia promote kat blog dia.Baju nak YONEX sesaje,handalan lah katakan.hurm..Sebelah Along tu,dia pandang atas sebab nak check kalau-kalau ada burung yang nak buat proses penyahtinjaan secara strategik.LOL!Aku berani jamin 94.53% generasi PPSMI mesti tak faham apa itu penyahtinjaan.haha!statistik tuh direka-reka je ye.

Adoi,kembali ke landasan yang benar,yakni bercakap pasal hero seterusnya.Hero kepala dongak ke atas itu [sambil tarik nafas untuk kempiskan perut],nama ala-ala manjanya Apis.Ataupun masa kecil-kecil dulu Ayah panggil Pangnam. Motif? "Ini kalau mengamuk nih,buasnya mengalahkan Panglima,so kita panggil dia Pangnam la",Ayah berkata sedemikian kira-kira 12 tahun yang lalu.HAHAHAHAHA!Sian Apis,padahal al-kisah 1001 satu malamnya,dia mengamuk sebab aku panggil dia Apis Badak!!TOINK!Tapi,masalahnya memang dulu dia gemuk macam err....



ini muka "Errrr" aku.haha!KLIA 2008

Pada aku itu takdelah kejam mana. Sebab aku pernah buat satu lagi benda yang sangat kejam kat adik aku yang seorang ni. Sampai sekarang aku rasa bersalah kot kat dia. Begini ceritanya.[Waah,teruja tak?]

Korang ingat masa Malaysia sibuk nak melobi untuk Sukan Asia 2006?Masa tu ada program "Berjalan Untuk Negara".Tahun seterusnya "Larian Rakyat".Weyyy!ingat tak?
Masa tu,aku dengan Along terpilih untuk wakil sekolah pergi program tu.Sebab?Betul nak tahu?Oh,kami agak atlet kot!TEEETTT!haha!siapa suruh nak tahu sangat!
Pagi tu,pergilah berkumpul kat stadium.Dan Mama dan Ayah pun datanglah bagi sokongan. Dua insan ni memang penyokong fanatik dan pengkritik terbaik kami enam beradik.[See,it rhymes!!!!] Sayang Mama & Ayah.OK,habis dah iklan Nespray.


Dan ditakdirkan pula Mama usung Apis sekali.




Apis masa tu,siap dengan baju & shorts yang buatkan aku terus je bermonolog seperti ini "Haish,Badak nih apahal lak nih,takkan nak lari gak kot,pergi balik je lah,takde guna pun datang sinih" Kejam kan statement aku?Dan lebih kejam bilamana sebenarnya aku bermonolog secara lisan,yakni semburan kata-kata aku tuh tepat meluru ke telinga dia,menggetarkan gegendang telinga,mengocak bendalir koklea,lantas menyebabkan isyarat terhantar ke otak.Minda menafsir kata-kata.Pedih.Pedih yang berpinar-pinar,mungkin ibarat gas pemedih mata yang dibebaskan untuk meleraikan demonstrasi jalanan. Okay,itu hiperbola mungkin,tiada sebab untuk aku join tindakan pemusnah tanpa alasan munasabah dan kesan berfaedah [it rhymes again!] macam tu. Aku ingat Mama marah aku,tapi marah yang biasalah,sebab rasanya dah tak tahu nak kata apa dah,sebab mulut aku dulu pakai speed Soyuz. Sekarang ni je dah kurang sikit.Macam speed bas-bas kat India nih je.HAHAHAHA!Oh,bas-bas di India adalah rollercoaster paling murah,mencabar dan terpantas pernah wujud atas dunia ye pembaca sekalian.Melambung!!!

Dan aku pun berlalu dengan muka kering dan selamba. Kebetulan,dah mula panggil semua peserta untuk ke tempat permulaan. Habis berjalan-jalan untuk negara tu,ada acara cabutan bertuah dan kebudayaan etc. Macam biasalah kan.Aku dengan Along memang tak berenggang la.Tunggu.Entah-entah dapat basikal ke ape ke.Tapi cam biasalah,aku memang tak pernah bertuah pun.padan muka,mulut laju sangat @ "ghelabaih" cakap orang Perak,siapa nak bagi tuah kan.Allah pun marah tau!(*~*)

Dalam masa yang sama,Mama dan Ayah rupanya dah mati akal cari Apis yang hilang!!!
Hoi!risau kot aku bila dapat tahu tu masa dalam kereta,eh tak,masa tu still pakai Econovan ACB 3030.haha!
Mama masa tu memang dah sedih gila,tambah pula masa tu kan memang kes-kes culik memang menjadi-jadi. [oh,lain kali aku kalau aku rajin aku cerita how I managed to escape an attempt to kidnap me when I was 8!]
Mama dan Ayah rasa lagi baik hantar kitorang balik rumah dulu,lepas tu pergi balik stadium untuk cari masa orang dah mula bersurai.

Sampai je kat rumah...JENG JENG JENG!!!!!

Apis terbaring dekat bawah porch! Masih bernafas,jangan risau.Aku nampak perut dia turun naik lagi.HAHAHA!Ampun Pis.Rupa-rupanya,Apis balik jalan kaki dari stadium tuh sampai rumah!Ya Allahurabbi.Gila ke pe????? 3 kilometer kot jarak rumah dengan stadium tu.Dan dia masa tu baru umur 9 tahun kot!Aku dengan Along berjalan untuk negara pun dalam kategori 1.8km je kot.

"Dah tu,tadi Anum halau Apis balik" DingDong!!!Sekejap,apa aku cakap tadik ek?

"Haish,Badak nih apahal lak nih,takkan nak lari gak kot,PERGI BALIK je lah,takde guna pun datang sinih" 

Mahu tak merembes air mata aku kat situ?Even sampai sekarang pun,bila cerita tuh kitorang ungkit-ungkit,dalam gelak tawa pun,aku still menangis dan cakap sorry to him.Tambah pulak bila dia cerita apa yang dia jumpa sepanjang jalan. Jalan depan rumah kitorang dah lah jalan persekutuan[?],kereta banyak gila kot.Apis cakap ada orang naik motor yang tunjuk isyarat potong kepalalah. Apis,again,sorry sangat.Tapi,semua yang berlaku kan ada hikmahnya. Ada yang aku belajar. Menjadi kakak yang lebih baik,mungkin?Anum baik tak Pis?hehe!dan antara kami semua memang Apis la yang paling patriotik,memang betul-betul berjalan untuk negara tu.HAHAHAHAHAAH!bukan Anum cakap,Mama yang cakap ok=p

Tapi Pis,Apis mesti kena cakap Anum baik jugak.Sebab,ingat tak,masa kat Ho Seng Ong dulu,Apis tak tahu nak buat kerja sekolah English.Anum tolong buatkan.Lepas tu,Anum kena panggil dengan Teacher Rozita yang rambut kerinting tu,and dia marah Anum depan kelas Apis tu.WAAAA!!!Anum dah try tiru tulisan Apis elok-elok dah,macam mana dia tahu gak ek?Musykil betul!!!

So,Anum baik kan?HAHAHA!
I guess this picture explains how much he loves me...lalalalala~~~


UiTM Dungun ,2008

And when you're turning 19 today,HAPPY BIRTHDAY DZULHAFIZ. Let me tell you that you will never walk alone through your journey of life. Never again.You'll be having me beside you.Because,as time passes by,and I grow up,I learn that you've been among my invisible backbones.Supporting me endlessly. Through thick and thin.Through blood and tears. Through cries and joys.

I'll hold you so that you won't fall,because I've been holding you since the day you started walking.
Want a proof?



P/S:Apis ialah kawan untuk aku "speaking London" di rumah, cikgu bahasa Perancis di bilik tidur serta musuh aku di dapur. Menyampah gila duduk dapur dengan bakal Chef!!!!!

P/S I Love You:Hoi! mama baru update yang Apis masak Bihun Singapore + Spaghetti. Tak mencabar langsung lah!!HAHAHAHA!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

< 137c> Gua to Goa

KEJAYAAN TAK HADIR SENDIRI TANPA IZIN ILAHI

haish..dah lama entry nih terperap dalam draft.sebabnya,aku gatal-gatal nak edit gambar dulu baru nak upload . padahal aku rasa takdelah efek pun.ingatkan bila edit sikit,jadik ar gamba ala-ala bercuti di Hawaii ke,takpun paling kurangpun,muka jadi comel tahap moksya macam Avril Lavigne. Perghhhh...ada hati nak jadik cam Avril rupanya.
untuk edisi ketiga percutian aku ke Goa itu hari,aku nak membawakan kepada kalian koleksi gambar melampau dan terlampau kami sewaktu sesi sukan air..haish.water sports =)


muka-muka ceria di hari cuti Diwali.ini semua muka dah habis parasailing.muka sebelum parasailing yakni muka macam constipate serta hypoglycemic tidak ditayangkan di sini sebab masing-masing harus jaga saham.ah,macam korang faham apa aku cakap nih,belasah sajalah.janji entry ni siap.aku menulis untuk kepuasan aku saja. sebab aku punya bakat merepek-merapu-selagi-mahu ni sangat tak boleh diaplikasikan dalam bidang perubatan.aaaa....apa ni?layan gambar je boleh tak?sebab aku tengah sengal sikit [ke banyak?] pikir pasal exam nih.konon nampak macam cool la cakap merepek-repek camtuh.hey,ko tengah merepek nih Faridahanum.berhenti sekarang!!! BAIKKKK!!


Phewittt!!!aku rasa nak sidai gambar aku je ar kali nih,boleh?Korang rasa kalau korang cakap tak boleh aku kisah ke?lalalala~~ Makanya,inilah gambar aku dengan jetski ataupun water scooter kata orang tempatan. macam-macam.Tengok sikit ombak yang macam masyaAllah punya ganas tu.


ini gambar nak pergi ke tengah laut untuk parasailing.oh,itu tangan yang kecil itu tangan Brut. (^_^)"


okay,gambar aku lagi.dengan mamat Jeddah bernama Ahmad. Yang sebelah lagi yang tak pakai seluar pendek tu nama dia Shuhaiza Supian.[Shu,aku promote ko nih.maaf ye =p] Yang tengah-tengah tu Norfaridahanum atau mudahnya aku.HAHA!bengong dan muka setebal tembok punya ayat. Alamak,lupa! Kena hantar gambar mamat ni kat emel dia.DANG!Sorry Ahmad,I forgot!Macamlah dia baca ni.














ini masa dalam speed boat bila nak balik dah.huwaaa!!sedikit nampak macam penyelam skuba tersohor pulak.sumpah,aku rasa sedikit cun di sinih.tuh yang menggelenyar nak taruh kat sini gak tuh.haha!


bakal doctor dan dentist juga manusia biasa yang reti menikmati hidup melalui cara mereka sendiri.maka,jangan persoalkan! [emo pulak kat sinih]





aku paling suka bumper boat ni.rasa macam duduk kat kerusi urut OGAWA.haha!


oh gambar ini.5 saat sebelumnya,aku baru je tersembam muka dulu cium pasir minum air [masin] memang BIMBO!



bengong punya banana boat.gila dahsyat dari yang aku pernah naik sekali kat Malaysia tu.
ini yang 1st round, yang 2nd round aku naik gak.owh well,aku kan dah berpakaian ala-ala baywatch gitu, member-member mintak tumpang semangat sket =p


HAHA!sebab gambar nih cun,aku letak gak 2 kali.tak kira!gambar ini sangat akulah!! TEEETTTTT!

sahabat-sahabat ini memang membahagiakan walau kekadang,ada rasa yang terbahagi-bahagi


BACK TO THE BOOKS.VIVA VOCE AND PRACTICAL EXAMS NEXT WEEK.
AS WELL AS COMMUNITY MEDICINE FIELD TRIP.YIPPIE!!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

< 148 > Warm Welcome Wishes

JALAN-JALAN CARI MAKAN

Untuk sesiapa yang berkenaan,
dan juga manusia-manusia lain yang untuk kali pertamanya bakal menjejakkan kaki ke India, selamat datang aku ucapkan ye. Semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu?Huh? Maksud aku, semoga bersenang-lenanglah di sini.

Jangan kena tipu dengan "tempe". Walaupun itu adalah sangat mustahil untuk dielakkan, tapi tetap aku nak pesan gak.HAHA!Nanti jangan cakap aku tak bagitahu pulak.

Okay,selamat bekerja dan bersukaria dan bergembira dan dan dan take care =)

Maaflah ucapan ini sedikit ringkas. Exam la weyh!! Nah, satu gambar aku sidai untuk tatapan..
PESANAN KHAS PENAJA SELAKU PENCINTA ALAM SEKITAR



"tempe" yang dia atas tu merujuk pada orang-orang tempatan ye.huhu!dalan hidup aku,asal tempe je,memang tak best lah.maaf ye orang-orang Johor =p

Sunday, November 15, 2009

< 147 > Confession of an Exam-O-Holic

FREEDOM MEANS THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE WHAT WE NEVER THOUGHT WE WOULD BE

I randomly captured these while studying today








Figure something???

NAAAAAHHHHH!!!
Let me encircle them



The ink stain is everywhere!!!!

What a lousy post this is but for God's sake man,I need to get rid of those thick books for a while.
Sorry if you can visualize it properly.I told you,this is so random. I need to blog on something. I'm not stressed out,I'm not messed up.

I'm just saturated.Still,a bit saturated.Still,got lots of pages waiting to be flipped through.
Well,this is what I choose.And I'm living with it.No stress.No regret.

And hold on,another one of my 2009 resolution is accomplished. I can now write using my left hand [with a bit tremor sometimes] and it got stained as well.Haha!Just a matter of proof =)



And I don't have any idea how this Miss GebarGebu got stained also!
[gebar = blanket @ selimut]



Miss GebarGebu is the only female belongings I have so far.Haha!Koku is a male,even this laptop is Mr.Alpine. And I call this blog Mr.TT.sumpah aku gelabah tak boleh nak tidurlah kalau si selimut itu seorang Encik =p

Hey,maybe I should change the title to Exam-O-Horlicks,though I drank Nescafe like a pig nowadays.Owh wait,I haven't seen a pig does Nescafe so far, nor I'm trying to trigger any sentiment here.Chill!

Eyh,did you see my BigBoss mug?I drank almost 1 litre of Nescafe every night to stay awake.And another medium-sized mug of plain water,to konon-konon balancing the *osmotic pressure of blood.Too much of scientific thinking ke?



O Lord,this is crazy.350ml in a gulp [exaggeration] and 3 mugs per night [truth]. And seriously,caffeine makes a great *diuretics. No need for furosemide, torasemides, metolazone, acetazolamide, spironolactone, triamterene or the easiest to remember one--->mannitol. [dah,minah ni dah start merepek dah.]

And I should have taken a picture of my abdominal wall as well,especially the *epigastrium and left hypochondrium where beneath them,stomach lies .It seems to bloobs bloobs. [hey,bukan boobs boobs lah!!] What I mean was, the tummy is ballooning. Enough said. Blame the hormone anyway (^-^)v

Well,I can say that En.Stomach is working synchronously with En.KepalaOtak, Si Mata-mata, Cik mulut murai dan kakitangan-kakitangan lain. [WTH? menulis dengan kaki pulak ke?]


Okay.I lied.

It works more.And even at faster rate than others!Very efficient!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~[jerit kuat-kuat,konon-konon ada kesedaran yang diri dah makin comel gemuk]

This is going to be a very !@#%#@$*^&^$ week.

TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

*Osmotic pressure : pressure exerted by substance / particles present in the blood


*Diuretics : the most prescribed drug causing a net loss of sodium and water in urine,increasing the volume of urine and number of times you want to "wee wee"@ pee


*Epigastrium[ER]and left hyponchondrium[LH] are among the 9 regions present on anterior abdominal wall after drawing 4 imaginary lines across some particular structures.


HOW I MISS 1ST YEAR!hurrmphhhh~~

Friday, November 13, 2009

< 146 > I'm not Mumtaz but....

THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM,HE WALKED DOWN THE LANE,HOLDING HIS OWN HAND



Girl : How much do you love me?
Boy : Like Shah Jahan.
Girl : Then when will you build me a Taj Mahal?
Boy : I've already purchased a land.Now,I'm only waiting for your death!



Last year trip.
I went to the city where Bollywood was born,despite the bombing incident at Taj Oberoi Hotel,Mumbai. Up to Delhi where I witnessed a totally different part of India. To Agra where Taj Mahal,gorgeously standing. The Pink City of Jaipur,though till today I still convince that all I saw was an Orange City or eeerrr,Dust City?But the Kalka-Shimla toy train was too cute,for real. And the scenic Shimla. And my jakun-peghak act when I first touched the snow in Manali.And and and.So many things to dictate here.They all suddenly trigger a euphoric in me. I miss the place.Especially the TajMahal.I miss her.I miss to be loved...[eyh,tiba-tiba pulak desperade??HAHAHA!]



All the memories come back while I'm busy preparing for my sessional exam and yeah,as well as packing for.... ehem3..will spill some words about next trip later.But obviously it will be some places I wish to go since young. Not that I'm old already.Huuurmmphhhh!

Anybody dare to guess??Whoever already knows,do keep your mouth shut!haha!

EXAM in 262hours!Chaiyok!!!!

And NurKasih in 15hours.Hotel yang Adam duduk kat Mumbai kena bom kan?Salute Khabir Batia.Dia cuba nak tunjuk yang mangsa serangan bom berani mati ni ada je orang Islam gak.Mungkin?Eh tapi,Adam tak mati ok.KOT!hahahaha!


serta maaf untuk gambar standard amatur ini.Taj Mahal sangat cantik sebenarnya!!!!





Thursday, November 12, 2009

< 145 > The End-posting

WHEN THERE'S A WILL,THERE'S A WAY

What would you do when tomorrow will be your exam and you just got to know it 15hours before.

Nervous?

Menggelupur mode activated?

Or rileks saja?

Nervous.because it's going to be the 1st end-posting exam for you.

Menggelupur mode since you've got 10days of classes+lecture notes to be covered within 15hours 10hours only due to masa makan,masa minum,masa mandi,masa solat,masa berangan,masa mimpi,masa YM [ces,sempat lagik!]

Relax..Cool.Family planning je pun.Pakai common sense pun boleh pass kot![Note the use of KOT there,which means MAYBE]



As for me,this is what I opt for.




(1) Park's textbook of Preventive and Social Medicine [page411-447]
(2)A big mug of nescafe!!Yippieeee!
(3)Bunches of grapes
(4)Emergency Lamp.haha!owh,India!
(5) My colourful pens [and highlighters]
(6) And yes,the lotion.I just love the smell =)
(7) Location:dining hall!Have to get rid of Mr.Alpine the Lappy and the comfy bed! (*-*)v



And this slander pink baby =)

"Delay the first,postpone the second and prevent the third"
What say you?

And I walked in for VivaVoce this morning with full ilmu-di-dada la konon.
And she asked about OC pills.Ces,that's the only seminar session that I bunked!
Bla Bla Bla.
And I'm done!

Sorry people,too many things I want to spill here but....I'm too busy to update!!!
Thanks for waiting and still reading.[waaaahh.ayat nak diva sesaja]TEEEEETTT!!!

Monday, November 09, 2009

< 144 > Bonhomie

WALAU KITA YANG MERANCANG RANCAK,ALLAH JUGA PEMBIKIN YANG BIJAK


Pernah tak satu ketikanya terlampau banyak peristiwa,
Hingga kau tak tahu yang mana harus diperkata,
Lantas kau pilih untuk berdiam sahaja.


Saat ini sepertinya dalam ruang lingkup itu aku berada.
Sunyi.sepi.aku pilih untuk tak berbicara.


Walau ganas sekali pusaran di minda.
Walau dahsyat sekali henyakan di jiwa.

Aku biarkan saja.








To whom it may concern,


Sorry.I'm not your family.Hence I don't have the right to tell.
Sorry,I'm your friend.Thus I don't have the right to spill lies.
I was there.Listening.Pretending.
And trust me.It didn't feel right.
How I wished I could just flight.
While my only plea,
Is for you
To be strong.And wise.


To the love birds,
Please please hold on to what you guys have promised,
Please please chase away your egos,
Please please get rid of that insecurities,
Please please taking this seriously
It's a matter of heart people.
Ask him to stay,tell him you won't leave
Tell her she's the best,ask her to stay.


Thank you Allah for all the guidances.
I know you will never let me down.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

< 143 > Canda Tika Senja

AMO EL HELADO TANTO 

anda dah sahkan anda berumur 18 tahun ke atas sebelum teruskan kembara ke blog ini kan?





sebab kau berjauh, aku mencari sampai berpeluh
sebab kau bermutu, aku sabar menunggu
kau montel.
denganmu,aku rasa comel
tanpamu,aku jadi sewel





hari ini aku jumpa kamu,akhirnya.
ada butir-butir jernih terenek pada sarungan elok parasmu,
adakah kau gusar?
jangan begitu sayang,aku takkan kasar
ada rasa-rasa dingin kau salurkan saat aku cuba meneroka dirimu
adakah kau mengusir?
jelaskan padaku kasih,aku tak mampu menafsir




hari ini,biar hanya ada kau dan aku,
biar aku larikan senjata ampuh ini ke tubuhmu,
biar aku cairkan kau dengan kehangatan cecahan bibirku,
biar aku bawa kau ke daerah itu........



Ya Allah,syukran.
kerana kau jadikan aku seorang insan
Ya Allah,syukran.
kerna jutaan nikmat yang kau ciptakan




kamulah salah satu nikmat itu




ya,kamu




eh




bukan kamu yang sedang membaca itu





maksud aku,




kamulah....





AISKRIM!




jumbo pack yang comel lagi montel


butir-butir jernih hasil proses kondensasi


elok lupa parasmu..igauanku siang dan malam


walaupun pink,keampuhan senjata ini tak dapat dinafikan lagi




*nota ringkas daripada penulis kepada pembaca sebab penulis dah kena pergi sambung baca nota yang dia tulis dalam kelas tadi*
Panorama indah subhanallah itu adalah apa yang aku lihat dari jendela kamar tika senja.
Seketika.
Kemengahan tubuh, hilang
Seketika.
Kesesakan minda, lengang
Seketika.
Kekusutan jiwa, terbang
Seketika.
Aku rasa lapang.

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Monday, November 02, 2009

< 142 > November & its .......

LOVE IS A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD

It's November 2nd again. Time of the year.I guess.

When solemness should just strike at the very moment I open my eyes early in the morning.
When all the things should be upsetting me at time I think about it
When study notes should be stick with "to be done tomorrow" sticky notes on it
When every little mistake should get an unreasonable curse in return
When chicken should taste like tauhu and I'll end up starving.

But they all just didn't happen because they shouldn't happen.


As I woke up today....


With smile!!!HAHAHAHA!The classes had been cancelled.So did the practicals.What's left was the first day of Family Planning postings.Yeah,I repeat,Family Planning.Did you hear me???And I went to Lady Goschen Hospital with wide smile on face.Walked out from the hospital with even wider smile.

And further distractions of the day.

Mr.Japan spent adequate time on my vague bebelan and kept laughing at my instant perumpamaan. For example, "susah kalau ada manusia yang dapat pegang IpodTouch rasa macam dah pegang dunia".Okay,I don't know which part is funny either.Though I know many people fail to read my sarcasm.

Mr.Makassar's short phone call really calm me down. It's good actually to know that some one isn't angry at you even after lots of shits you have done on him. Instead,never stop praying for a bright future lies ahead of you.

Mr.Wales loosen me up with his unfinished emotional ramblings on Wad Orang Gila Tanjung Rambutan.[Aku tuntut ko habiskan gak bila ko datang India nanti!]

And my everyday joker,Mr.Copoco who never failed to make me feel 'joyfully annoyed' with his forever mission of being a.....a cat? HAHA![Mama,sila jangan stress duk pikir siapakah gerangan copoco yang sangat misteri nih.nama kucing anum je tuh.huhu!]

Hey hey hey.Enough with those Mr.[s]

Should I list down all my babes,bimbos,'himbos' and darling friends?

Who never stop reading this [and warns me whenever my entries goes sappy.HAHA!]
Who believed in me while I'm still doubting myself like crazy
Who followed me to wherever I want when I came to them with panda eyes.
Who bought me pizza when I actually asked for calling card sampai nangis-nangis!!!!![oh,saat ini sangat kejam ok korang!]
Who called at wee hours when I texted, "Babe,U dh tdo?I nd sum1 2 talk 2".
Who's being busy as a perfect matchmaker of all time.lalalalala~
Who listened to my "gosip baru drama swasta remaja" during lunchtime.[at National Palace Hotel.haha!]
Who slapped me HARD on face whenever I started deterioriating myself.
Who now can only be reached via YM and email but always stay the same
Who keeps proclaiming they are high class hence they are not commenting on any of my writings. [ambik korang sebijik!]

No.

I shouldn't.

Since you know who you are.

Angels.Many.

You might be one of them.Trust your heart.It's saying you.

Yes,I love you,people!

World always want to offer me happiness.There's no reason for me to let them go unattended.Wasted.

And and I couldn't be any happier to learn that Mr.Al@orang malaysia is getting married [cleo,sila jangan kecewa] Dude,congratulations,I'm happy for you!!!!!!If you ever gaduh with her,just sing relaku pujuk,she will definitely melt!I wanted to ask for a photo but I know,I can easily find it from newspapers later.





ok,done.back to the book.with smile,of course.and putting Kertas-Selamat Tinggal Kekasih Terbaik to the maximum volume.TEEEETTTTT!